Pants

wow.
once again my dad is out of town.
it's always felt as if i've lived alone here, but lately i really have.
i could throw a party tonight.
i don't want to. so i'm not.
that's why i'm not telling van or anyone who thinks they can plan all this shit without asking me first.
i like having the house to myself, soaking it up.
i can do anything here.
i would like to have a friend or two over but, its already almost 9, and i have cleaning to do.
i might as well get on that.

also, i just love when people choose that day where they are just going to be an asshole.
oh well, you're all gone soon anyways.

i'll probably blog later tonight, who knows what is going on.