Pants

I am favoring the Highly Refined Pirates album of MTB's.
I love and have always loved them all of course, but now, ahhh.

things are falling into place, slowly.
Patching up the pieces.
Although I miss a select few people who have vanished off this island to start a life,
I'm coming to reality that they are gone.
nothing I can do about it, or anyone else.

I had such a fun day today at Jarvis.
the only time that park used to exist to me was during 'grillins' or 'milk challenges'
it was weird being there without the usual people, but SO much fun.
I love apples to apples, such a cute interesting game.

I have came to a conclusion that my nose is abnormally large.
Am I okay with this? eh, not quite. But, why stress over it? It's just really big, that's all.
I mean, it's a nose. it's not like they are supposed to have one specific look right?
ugh, why is everything on my face enlarged. except no long lashes or interesting eyebrows. all of the parts that don't stand out. I mean people tell me it's good that my eyes and my lips are kinda big, but I am sort of self conscious about my eyes for some reason, and i dont really think my lips are that big..

whatever, I wasn't trying to complain. I just realized. my nose is big.


I've been told that a jeep cherokee would fit me best.
I would love one of those, but then again I'm not picky at all.
A motorized shopping cart sounds good to me right now. I just want to get places.
My car was the one outlet out of here, and it made things a little better for me.
Now that's gone as well as so many people.
Together, it's just a shitty combo. I'm so lucky to have the friends I have though.
We may not agree with most things or have things in common, but they care about me.
That's all that matters to me, and we can be ourselves around eachother.
I love them all.
What point is this blog trying to make?
I don't know.
none at all, I don't want a point to be made.
I was thinking about all these hipsters lately in these cool, urban-y clothes that look like they wouldn't cost a lot. Almost like they want to look cheap, and simple.
But they pay so much money for the things they wear. It costs a lot...well to look cheap.
not that it's 'cheap' looking like a 5th avenue hooker.
But, something cute from a thrift shop. 9 out 0f 10 times it's usually more expensive then any thrift shop.
I will always love Urban Outfitters though.
And I like thrift shops, I need to go to one soon. I even like consignment shops.
They hold interesting vintage clothing items that people probably thought have came out of style.