We are nothing more than the stories we have to tell

mmm, cold chinese food from the night before : ) always better than before
delish.
today was neat, i went to the mall with anna, my sister, & mi madre.
I had to go with them to pick out a bridesmaid dress. I found one, it's long & black but it's surprisingly not bad. it makes my breasts look voluptuous ;]
hahaha. ick.
I wish desiree came with us!
actually, the whole day i was immensely tired. I wasn't in the mood for any type of shopping.
the last couple days have been pretty 'blah' to say the least. everything is becoming more and more realistic. it's all happening now.
everything. :(
there isn't much to grasp on, except only all i remember.
so much I will miss.

Fortunately, my dad's finally ready to start "talking" about getting me a car. this time, i'm making most of the expenses, which i'm totally fine with. all as long as i have a way of transportation. so i need to cover insurance, gas, and some of the cars payments.
meaning, i must get a job. this year i need to crack down with so many things.
i say i will, but what if i don't? i don't know how mature i am sometimes, whether or not i like to pretend that i have all the answers.
i'm only a seventeen year old girl.

1)I hate not ever being able to get in touch with you, when right now you need to be here the most.
2)I hate your change of moods, and the way you go about me day after day.
3)I hate that you won't let me in, tell me what is wrong.
4)I hate that you've got this big head now.
5)I hate that you are in the position you are in, you don't deserve it.
6)I hate that you're young as fuck and you think you are older than us all
7)I hate that you're one of the preppy bitches now.
8)I hate that you're miles away from me when we used to be the best of friends.
9)I hate that you think you're a witty asshole that people get perks from, but really just get annoyed by.
10)I hate that you think texting me 43458 times a day without getting a response will make me want you.
11)I hate that your priorities are so different now, and we aren't the same.
12)I hate that you're just.....stupid.
13)I hate that I can never hate you.
-this is all to different people, i could always cut out 3 statements, make them all about one person, and just call it "10 things I hate about you" why cramp the movie though?

blogsblogsblogs they are all the same as always, noooo point, none at all! fuck em

shucks.