thank you

for that post. it's what i probably needed to see.



last night, last night, last night.
i jinxed myself big time yesterday when i made my facebook status "awaiting a day with a series of fortunate events."
because there were more unfortunate events then, fortunate.
the beach, it was nice. i got a little color and the sun felt really great.
...& listening to my ipod while laying under it couldn't have been any better.
but, i broke my favorite flip flops from someone stepping on them while i was walking on accident.
it hurt to eat anything because I swear my wisdom teeth are coming in (why are they so wise again?)
and i didn't have any money for those perfect, amazing tasting chocolate smoothie things at java joes and when i had some of desirees, it spilled a little on my dress thing.
then, i'm stuck with a shirt that i have no clue what to do with. and i'm a firm believer in now destroying things such as that. especially since it's really cool! i guess i'll just sleep in it.
and. then, my ipod got stolen from someone i probably don't even know meaning i'll never get it back.
and i cried over it, and was completely broken, my ipod has been my life pretty much, basically.
and now. no more music. no more blank cd's, no more anything. dofhsgidhgsodg bahhdfsgh.
okay i can't even type about that right now, i'll go crazy.
i was too paranoid last night to relax and have a good time, like always. i seem to be uptight.
and cleaning up after everything, constantly washing dishes and towels/laundry.
i didnt sleep at all, and then i slept today and the AC turned off so i was hot as balls.

the only thing fortunate is that someone came last night and it was really sweet.
i feel so bad that i barely had time for you last night, everything was so chaotic.
gah.
but i don't know, something didn't quite feel right either..
yet i'm still really glad. we had some fun, but most of it was me like freaking out haha.
ugh. never doing this again. never. never. never. never. never. never. never. never.
i never understood the meaning of 'never' until now. but it's in action, you have my word.
never.
never.
never.
me and my crazy little dreams.
they were weird today. but i blog about my dreams too much and i feel stupid about it.
whatever, goodbye whoever you are. i hope you have a wonderful wonderful day.





....or do i?