Pants

I was kicked out last night :(
i guess it's my stubborn attitude that clashes with my dad.
ugh! he can just be the most selfish person on this planet. i'm not even going to get into that right now.
but trust me it is.
when you are more up for buying yourself the new itouch then put money towards your daughters SAT or ACT tests, you've got a problem.


I walked around a while last night when I got out. I was just wearing a kinda big tie dyed t-shirt that just barely covered the little shorts i was wearing. no make up on, and my hair straight and down a little below my shoulders. i looked like, a bum. wandering spanish wells crying, only a not-so-charged cell phone in hand. I just remember that walk. nothing could scare me at that moment, nothing could upset me anymore. i felt immortal (i had technique;] ....small joke). then I thought, well, while all this is nice and how relaxingly dark and great it feels out here. I'm gonna need a place to sleep tonight. I called Catie, a really amazing friend. She met up with me down her street and we talked and talked and talked. Then....we made brownies! Suddenly my not so great night was turning around just by being there. away from my house.
before we went to bed we stayed up for a while giggling under the covers about hilarious senarios. "sci fi is THAT way!"
I tossed and turned all night. All but thoughts on my mind like strong notes in Forte.
...and the fact that my wisdom teeth were coming in and that plus me crying hours before created a huge uncomfortable headache.

i'm home now. it's 8:30. saved by the bell is on. I really want to see this, I love kelly, jessie, zach, slater, screech, and lisa. i miss those guys dearly!
I may just fall asleep though.
Pants is in a really cuddly mood and keeps purring and trying to twist her little body beside me anyway she can, somehow trying to lay in my arms.
sounds good to me, i miss cuddling. right now, even pants will do.