[now that i'm coming down, won't you be my solid ground]

so, I want to start out by saying the moon is absolutely beautiful tonight. not to be gay and romantic.
but seriously? look at it, it's huge and really close haha.

I spent a lot of time with Terry after school today, that was so much fun. we've been hanging out a lot and he's one of my best friends now. we declared that, as I was giving him the most kickass scalp massage of his life.
and back & neck massage. that sounds weird and couple-y like, but its not. its actually what I want to go in to when i grow up.
we played Wii Bowling, and I beat him by...50 points?
hah, CHAMP!
but yeah, before that we went to starbucks with Hannah, Catie, and Kara.
and then to the library. it was nice (:


the past two nights i've had the same awful dream.
its becoming repetitive and this dream is absolutely fucking jaw clenching.
i'm disgusted with what happens and i just want to punch everything.
i want to punch them.