i give all of mine to ya honey, but you're always busy.

So, I'm hired at Banana Republic, I really do think I am gonna hold onto this job longer than the others.
Food and beverage was never really my thing anyways. I really wanted to be in retail, because I want to be in fashion when I'm older.
I like throwing together outfits and making simple things into something great just by adding the right accessories. I even want to intern for a magazine one day, but I'm sure I'm dreaming too big here, hah.
But I love fashion, and I love writing, so it seems right!
At least I have some sense of direction in my future, eh? I really can't wait to get married tooooo.
but to some amazing guy who treats me so well, and we have this cute little house, around a lot of fun places to go. He will love the music I love, he will like my type of humor and he will want to be romantic once in a while without overdoing it. In his eyes, I will never be second best and the greatest part is, we will be really really happy. and I'll give him children too, and they will be adorable.

Yep.

One day.
if this...guy came around soon enough I'd marry him the second I turned 18, but this world is pretty big outside of where I have been so I'm sure it will take a while to find. He just really must care about me, (:

that would be my ideal future.
a girl can only hope, right?
:(


fun night, I guess. random people, it's weird because my opinion on a select people change day by day.
I can like them, and then not like them with their presence and how they act.
I can NOT like them, and regain respect again with how they act around me.
it goes both ways, I'm not one to really stay mad at someone and I don't hold grudges (which can be a good and bad thing) so I mean, it's weird. The only thing though, is my trust in people decrease more and more and eventually, who knows.

I never knew you to be the type to ride people's asses on the road, and I have bad road rage. so that's why I dropped the speed down like, 20 mph. it pisses me off when people do that, ugh!

I miss Kristen, she still reads my blogs cause she commented on one of them and it made me happy. I hope I see her soon.

Planet Smoothie & Stu's with desiree was delish, and being in coligny and getting mad hit on by awkward fellas. but man, one of them was really, really cute. tourists just aint my thing.
(very stereotypical, I know)

My slutty dad has a new commercial out, and I find it funny. Never saw him act before or be on camera, weird.

I need to stop blogging and get plans straight for tonight. bye!