say my name, say my name, say my stupid name.

i feel sick, i feel like i need to blog.
it's been a while, and i should vent.
the fact is, is i'm really stressed. theres so much school work needed to be done by friday just staring at me in the face yet i ignore it.
i'm supposed to have a chem. tutor who is a year fucking older than me? when you need one of those, i think thats a sign, that you are obviously a dumbass.
not only that, but i have to take stupid fucking tests on how to pump ritas ice and watch videos on some queer with a lisp? everytime he says 'ice' i want to knock him out.

yesterday a lot of different things were introduced to me. new people, new places, excitement.
so there involved a party, and sneaking out through a window at 1am and having drunk guys make passes every chance they got. it was obnoxious, but i had a lot of fun. bridget gianna and i, got back around 3 and were kinda stumbly but everything went okay. her mom woke up while we got home, so that was a little scary but we managed.
going to the pool today with bridget shelby & gianna was a lot of fun, they are really nice people and we have a lot of fun together :)
meg & her boyfriend (who is a cute little freshman who doesnt speak much, and also the younger brother of big Joe! which is involved in F.A.T.E often) came along with us and we asked him question after question.
us: Chris, what kind of music do you like?
him: I dont like music.
us: Movies?
him: I dont like movies.
us: ...Tv? porn? fuck.
him: no
us: want to eat food with us chris?
him: oh i'm not hungry
me: chris, have you lost your virginity yet.
him: iiiii dont know
me: it's okay chris, its normal not to know.

oh those freshmen! i tell you. they are something else.
i am starting my first day @ training tomorrow at ritas around 12-2.
then hopefully a nice beach trip is in order, and then seeing litm & of course the oh so famous ymc (which all my lovers play in <3) minus one, i'm not on a lover base with brady yet, i've only talked to him 2 times maybe?
weird.
wait, or tyler g.

i don't know why i quit blogging, i kind of like it. I don't know. I hope bridgets phone gets turned on soon, stupid Barbra. my grandmother apparently has breast cancer, by the way. i'm a little bummed.

now I must go and learn about flavored ice.