"and the amazing tattooed man made love to me, and it didn't feel weird at all."

today, two people facebook im'd me that i haven't spoken to in a while.

1) mike beard- "that movie sucked didn't it? waste of money, oh well at least it was a matinee"
2) timmy male- "I thought about texting you today (: how are you? do you talk to catie anymore? i miss you mel!"

i'm so sick of being so sick. it's been 2 and a half days and my fever still hasn't gone away.
thanks for making my day a little bit more bright, it meant a lot.

i want answers, i want to understand things better.
and i definitely want some blueberries, of course i'm too lazy to walk downstairs.
the most annoying thing about fevers is, you're either extremely hot that it's unbearable. or you're so cold that you have to bundle in every blanket in the house and even that won't make you feel warmer. it's never in between.
right now, it's really hot. my dad brought me McDonalds tonight on his way home from work. Ironic..
I don't really like mcdonalds.
it doesnt matter, I cant taste anything anyways. Everything I have tried to eat today & yesterday was tasteless. it makes you see food in a different light. the texture of it is really awkward and we don't notice it because we are so focussed on how it tastes. but without the taste, it's so gross.

i wonder if someone can be born without tastebuds? has that ever happened?
I'll look it up.
that would be awful.
never knowing what the best foods taste like.
i'm frustrated. grrr.