Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The best way to get over a woman, is by turning her into literature.

I feel like I havent been at home in a long time. I was home yesterday morning I guess, but even before that I was out.
and I got home late tonight.
I feel as if I'm neglecting Pants. I don't like myself for that reason.
I also feel bad because I'm one of those people who never check their messages. I could have my inbox filled with lots of messages on my phone and never get around to listening to them because I just never feel like it. But I always do eventually, it's just now we're so spoiled with technology it just feels like there are so many other ways to notify someone with something. All these new things are involved with phones, these high tech iPhones, applications, sending pictures and videos, texting, and i can only go on. you never hear "my voicemail" anymore. it's a little sad, i admit. anyways, my family is very old fashioned, leaves lots of voicemails. apparently my sister lacie left me a message or two on christmas that i didn't even know I had until she notified me on another popular portal we have today, which would be known as "Facebook". It's kind of awkward to respond with, uh yeah about that, i don't really use my voicemail. that just sounds stupid. So, not only do I feel like I'm neglecting Pants, but even my own family.

Is it normal to go through different phases with music? for a while, I'll be listening to basically nothing but acoustics and soft/calming things (like Elliott Smith, or The Get Up Kids, things like that). or for a while, i'll be into more upbeat things. But now, I've been into all this old shit. It's all things that I have always loved but spent less time listening to rather than the new-er music I have. Even things like old jazz like Astrud Gilberto or Tom waits. I played a couple mixes I made long ago with pure beatles songs, I love Obla-di Obla-da! & Penny Lane, and so so many others. Jim Morrison & The Monkees have been on my recent list as well as on my heart. Gary Puckett, Gene Pitney, Maria Muldaur, Bebel Gilberto. I had a long discussion of some of this and some of that old jazz with one of those late night talkers. I never talk to him, but when I do it's always a good conversation.

Hey, this year is almost over.
this means New Years is soon, meaning that night should be a lot of fun.
the last time I had a New Years Kiss is with one of my old boyfriends from the old land I used to live on from like 2 or 3 years ago.
Other than that, I don't really know why but I just didn't have one of those epic new years kisses you hear about. I am aiming to get one this year. No matter where I am, or who I am with.

By the way, if this doesn't make my night, I don't know what else will.
CLIIIICK MEEEE!!

Goodnight, crazies.

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