i heard you fuck through the wall.

-What does your name mean? well, if you look it up it means 'dark beauty' or something, which i don't think i'm either dark or a beauty, ha.

-What exactly is your name anyway? it's just my name, it's really nothing else

-Have you kissed under water? no :( almost, though. but i'd really really like to...

-Are you afraid to cry in front of the opposite sex? no, i've done it before. try not to, however.

-Can you still be friends with an ex? sure. depending on if they did something to make me think they are a shitty person or not.

-Are you excited for anything coming up? most definitely, the end-ish of this month will just be absolutely amazing.

-What was the weather like today? it was rainy, actually. a nice day to spend inside doing overdue work.

-Did anything bother you lastnight? i'm sure there was something or other.

-Have you ever kissed under mistletoe? si, i have! : )

-Who should make the first move? well, i dont think it matters. but i know that i can be shy at times so it's usually the guy that does. but after a few times i'm able to make first moves on my own.

-Something you just find totally awkward: dereks mom.

-Why did your last relationship end? ha

-How old were you when you had your first kiss? like. twelve. yes, actually. movie theaters, taylor damude. the boy i had the biggest crush on since 3rd grade that i never really thought noticed me. and now, he's a flaming faggot, except not literally. he's just totally lame.

-What EXACTLY are you doing? this survey. now that i don't use myspace anymore, i need some excuse to do these things, right? it's the best when you need something to get you to sleep.

-What's the last funny thing you seen on tv? "This corn is like an angel.."

-Have you ever felt to low, you thought you wouldn't recover? of course.

-The last song you listened to was by? I've got Itunes on shuffle, and now i'm listening to Citizens of Tomorrow by Tokyo Police Club. Yay! okay. now Ice Monster just came on by MTB, who i SHOULD be seeing this weekend, ah fuck.

-You're more: sane or insane? definitely insane.

-Would the world be different without music? obviously..? that means that there are less careers, less creativity, so many other things

-Have you ever been to therapy/counseling? ha, that would be a yes

-Explain an out-of-body experience you've had: I never really understood that, I mean, I don't remember leaving my body and looking at myself. that's pretty fucking intense. but apparently it happens to everyone 'cept me.

-How old were you when you lost your virginity? 16

-Have you ever eaten something while high, that is disgusting to you when...
you're sober? yeah, it happened, whatever

-Ever watched the sun rise? mmmmm yes

-Some lyrics off the top of your head: she's gone across the border man, and you're never gonna see her again

-Out of all the people you know, who has the most over-protective father? my dad can be pretty damn over protective. then again, bridgets got one emotional dad, haha.

-Do you have any chronic illnesses or a mental diagnosis? noooooooooooowhyofcoursenot

-Do you blow dry your hair or let it dry naturally? let it dry naturally.

-If you've had stitches, where on your body were they? never had stitches, broken a bone, or got stung by a bee.

-Which of your five senses do you think is the best? my eyesight, never had a problem with it.

-The last funny thing a friend said? just the whole sarcastic conversation derek and i had on MSN a couple hours ago, what a funny kid!

-Describe your number four? I see this was made for myspace.

-What was the last thing you did that made you feel accomplished? writing writing writing

-What is the worst drug anyone has ever offered you? Meth

-A childhood memory off the top of your head: playing pokemon with johnny beard

-How many art classes have you had? two or three, other than that i took mostly drama and tv production classes

-Do you hate the way you feel, or feel the way you hate? i bet whoever thought of that question felt cool and smart

-Your zodiac sign and birthstone? Cancer and like, a ruby or some shit i dont know.

-What's the worst thing about you when you're angry? I turn green and get big and my shirt rips off my chest. oh wait...

-Who do you tell EVERYTHING to? nobody

-Have you ever been to a rehab facility of any sort? well i'm going through a certain boy rehab, very painful.

-Have you ever found something out you wish you hadn't? sure have

-What is your best experience in life so far? you

Is there anything you plan on buying soon? i just purchased really cute things from Urban i'm excited for

The last family member you kissed/hugged was? i hugged my dad a couple days ago

Ever had surgery? What? no i havent

Is makeup sex really all that great? mhm

Do you sleep with anything other than pillows, blankets, etc.? yes, pants. and a boy.

If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go? Caties, one of my best friends.

What's something you've always wanted to do? bah, there are so many of those

Has anyone ever called you beautiful? yes

What's your last text message say? "melanieeeeee!"

If you could be any animal, what would you be? flamingo

How about any celebrity? probably rachel bilson because i think she's so gorgeous and perfect. and has the best clothes ever, and the CUTEST personality.