if you love me at all.

sadness.
aaron don't leave please.

he's thinking about moving after this summer to live with his sister :(
far far far away. This is terrible.
I'd miss him too much, and he's one of my best friends.
I love him to death, I just don't want to lose someone else after the summer.

I miss a lot of people from Beaufort.
I looked at old videos with my friends, like Taylor Sammy Hilary Kaitlin and my old group.
We had so much fun, I took it for granted.
This weekend, Taylors coming to my house to visit, and I think after that I'm going to be going to Beaufort a lot more to reconnect with people, and the places I used to go to on the weekends, and have that same fun I used to have.
I love it here, don't get me wrong.
It's just..for the next month and a few days more, is going to be hell for me.
I can't even bare the thought of it.
School, people slowly leaving, and someone who is taking TOO slow to leave most importantly.

we'll see what happens.
there is just a lot that I've been thinking about..