I can't wait to leaaaave, and go on this snowboarding trip.
This week will be one of the longest of my life.
It seems like the perfect time to just take a break from things. I've been cooped up here for too long, and I need to be around another environment.
Somedays I think I want to completely change myself. Start over, hang around new people, or the right old ones. Like the closest people to me now. I want a different experience, I'm so bored these days. The things that entertained me don't anymore. The people are getting old, the situations are getting way old. I'm about to break.
This makes me sound so fake, when I read over it. And I don't mean any of this in that way, to change just for the wrong reasons. If I did, it would still be me. And I'd still keep the people in my life that I respect and really click with. That are close to me, whatever.
It's just, everything is so repetitive.
I don't know.
I just really need a break, and when I come back Tuesday hopefully my mind will be at peace again.
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