last night was amazingly fun, state radio & rebelution are absolutely terrific live. it was packed towards the front, and everyone was just going crazy and dancing, sexually. haha, it was so much fun!
bridget & i stayed at the meeting street inn, it was such a cute little hotel. we got our own room, but as soon as we got home we went straight to sleep. my feet were killing me.
then, i got dropped off in Beaufort to see some family for a late valentines day present exchange thing. I had a long talk with my brother andre telling me everything my other brother, alex was saying and hearing about me. all still coming from mariah. she has been telling my brother that I throw all these wild parties at my dads house, that i slept with all these guys recently, and that i get naked at parties, and all this insanely weird shit! but you see, what i find funny is, how would she know all this? I mean, the last time i really hung out with her was at the conor oberst show. and that was like, one night and i didnt sleep with different guys and throw these wild parties and get naked all in that night. so really, she doesnt know me anymore and has no right to make things up about me especially to my family. its one thing if its to stupid kids i dont care about, but to my brother its crossing the line. & it's really immature! that's why this is my last blog about all this traumatic shit with my family from you because, from now on i wont fuel the fire. I am going to forget about you, and not associate myself with you again and avoid as much drama you have to offer as possible. The only thing I unfortunatly can't control is when and what you say to my brother, but that's his choice to believe you.
on a lighter note, i get my car back hopefully around wednesday.
i won't feel like such a bum anymore. i like having transportation available at all times, because my dad's never here to take me places and i dont have that social aspect of school to see people, so really my car is the only thing that keeps me in the loop. but it's nice when people come here to see me and take me places (: i really enjoy that.
and, i think this week i will focus on doing things that relax me incedibly. which would include:
- tanning outside in the nice sun (if there is sun this week, not a good chance)
- going in the hot tub, to soak & think.
- going grocery shopping by myself which i love doing.
- shopping in general, and i don't even have to buy anything, window shopping is fine with me.
- having deep conversations with close people in my life
- making amends with anyone i'm not on good terms with (not you mariah, you just suck)
- cleaning and organizing my room, maybe get a little book shelf or something.
- see catie more
- see some other people more
- listen and download new music
- go running and start going to the gym i just joined
- and. i don't know. massage people
oh, these lyrics are absolutely cute. this has always been a favorite song of mine :] but i like man in the hall better, actually, they just never played it. oh well, here:
But you see this woman is all I got
So Mr. Larkin, see I know she knows who I am
Every now and then she'll squeeze my hand
It's what I live for it's why she won't die
See one day some guy will feel that way about ME! :D
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