'If I weren't married to the streets, it'd be to you.'

First off, I saw an interesting video of Lindsay Lohan from the Oscars sunday..
Does she not act a little high here?


Right.
Anyways. Nothing bothers me anymore, I think it's great.
Except the fact that I feel cold all the time now, what's up with that? I need to change the heat settings in the upstairs I guess.
Right now, I'm watching Caddshack (: Classic Chevy Chase film, if you ask me.
Also I'm driving up to Charleston this weekened! I love Chucktowwwwn.

I had intensely weird dreams last night... first I kept dreaming of this skateboarding dog, who was better than I was. (It was weird seeing as I don't skateboard..)
and then, there was this snowboarding competition, except some people snowboarded on mats, and all this weird shit? Mostly everyone I knew was competing, but this white guy with an afro won. I came in second :]
I had a lot of other weird dreams too but they aren't worth mentioning.
I'm so excited to get free pancakes today! Ihop is God, I swear it. With how bad the economy is, it's pretty neat how they are able to batch up all these free pancakes.

I think I have matured a lot since last weekend, and only because of certain awkward situations I was in. I could have made a mess of it, said mean things, but I just said mmm forget it! & I had lots of fun. This wouldn't make sense at all unless I told you the whole story, but trust me, it's a good one.
Not just that either, I just stopped caring about people who are obviously no good for me, (no one specific, I actually have a few people in mind) and I'm better than that.
So it's just been a few days full of realizations and turn outs.

And with you...I'm not sure if I'm ready to start anything yet..
It's too soon, and you are really neat but we just met and I'm just not ready.
I don't want to lead you on either and I know that you really like me,
but why move so fast?