I'm in love with the world, through the eyes of a boy

I've been having quite the amazing summer.
I've completely dropped people from my life, and added the ones who matter.
Like Gage, I'm finally able to admit that I am definitely over him this time. So over him, that I can put his name into one of my blogs for the first time ever.
You really know that someone is an asshole, when their friends apologize FOR them for being an asshole (without me even bringing him up to them first, too) and saying I deserve better. And not just one or two of their friends, either.
I do deserve better, and I know that now. Someone who doesn't just see me as a life failure and wants me to be happy and to do well.
I'm getting closer and closer to that.
All that I went through added up to the best of karma for me, as I see it. I have found so much happiness in everything around me. I have noticed that even my sleep has been much more peaceful.


Bridget and I kind of rekindled our friendship (again) last night. We have been very off and on lately, each of us change and grow apart, but then grow back together. It's completely weird. We really don't even have that much in common. But we can laugh for hours about pointless things which molds us mostly. I don't know if I'd consider us best friends again, because we have different ideas of fun sometimes but we are definitely friends.

I've also been watching a couple of episodes of Daria a day, as much as I can fit into my days lately that is.
I forgot how much I liked that show. Daria and her friend remind me of my sister Lacie and maybe that is why I like it so much. The way that they talk, or act so intelligent around the annoying popular kids and adults really makes me think about Lacie, actually haha.
And the fact that when SHE was a teenager and I was quite young, she'd always be watching it in the living room and I'd sit and watch it with her even though some of the stuff I didn't understand, it was nice to be watching something with her. She's amazing and I miss her a lot, I talked to her on the phone yesterday but not nearly as long as I wanted to. I was approaching the destination I was driving to as she called so we only had about 5 minutes, so I need to remember to call her back at some point today/tonight.

Cheerio mates, xoxo