bulletproof... I wish I was

Update:
Hi. It's been a while. Not really, but it's been a while since I've wrote an in depth blog.
Usually when people ask me, what's new? I have either nothing at all to reply to them, or whatever I DO say, I absolutely bore them with a pathetic answer.
But now, things are new. Not much but enough to keep me satisfied.
First off, I started a new job! I quit the superficial abercrombie, there was nothing rewarding about it. I barely even shop there anymore, and I could get paid better by babysitting.
The new job isn't ideal, but I can get used to it. Yeah, working for my dad again. But why not? I have different tasks this time, i.e. being a receptionist. I'm doing way more important things for the business rather than just filing and scanning/faxing shit. I mean I still do that stuff, but I also have to deal with patients, learn the abbreviations for medications and medical issues to be able to copy them from their file to log it into their patient files on the new computer system we have. I felt stupid. I had to enter in medical history for this one older lady, and on one of her sheets it said 'LBP'. I didn't recognize it and I asked one of the nurses what it meant, and they just stared at me for a few seconds and said "....it's lower back pain." I was just like, okay, I'll try to remember that next time? ha, but I've actually learned a lot of abbreviations so far so that is good. I get paid 10 an hour and I'm wanted to work three days a week from 9-5. which is a good 8 hours, so 8 times 10 is 80 and 80 x 3 = 240, and we get paid every two weeks to 240 plus 240 is a whopping 480 dollars! but you also have to take out taxes and realize that I'll probably slack and not work my exact amount of hours. so, lets just cut that number in half shall we?
also! not to mention the amazing new people in my life.
that are there for different reasons : )
new people:
1- you are fun to think about and I like you a lot.
2- you're cute! fun kid you are, and I'm glad you can trust me enough already to tell me these crazy personal things. I am always here to listen.
3- I don't know if your ideas of us being friends are genuine but I should be able to know very shortly.
4- you are a sweetheart and I think you can really help me out.
5- you're nice and your name is very unique, and I think you should date abby. ha.

I need to stop being so nice and driving my friends miles and miles to where they need to go and not get anything in return. Once in a while of course I'm happy to do that for them, but sometimes it is too much for me.