Pants

well hello there. ive come to make a confession. just kidding, but i got your attention... didnt i? okay now, tell me this, are things not completely WEIRD lately. i'm not sure what it is, and i cant point it out, and everyone reading this either completely understands or completely thinks i'm insane, which i probably am, but that's not the point. the air just feels different these days.. its like.. something in the wind is making me feel like something is completely wrong, and i cant even point it out. like being alone in a crowd of people, being freezing next to a heater, screaming in a room full of deaf people, standing untouched in the middle of an avalanche, or just falling asleep when your completely awake. don't ask me what im talking about because im not even sure if im trying to explain it right. things just don't feel ... right. like everyones either perfect or completley lost. im still trying to figure out where i stand in that. all i can say is, a jazz record does clear things up for a bit. - love you all yours, ever so truly. mmmmmmm...