this rehab ain't working for me no more. i need my fix of you.

I have to be one of the awkward ones.
honestly, today I have run into so many awkward situations, it is unbelievable.
I am trying to look forward to the things coming up, say for instance..
silversun pickups & cage the elephant tomorrow!
this wonderful fellow, scott frank, works with some radio station and works at shoreline or monkey business and all those other local venues when bands come and meets them.
he's going to hook me up & let me go back stage & everything. I am so excited.

I also have this dilemma. November 11th: ATL- Get up kids & Kevin Devine or in Orlando, Minus the Bear is playing.
I have been dying to see MTB live for forever now, I just found out they are playing the same day! I'd probably definitely go but I made such a big deal about this other show and the Get up kids are finally back together again and Kevin Devine melts me like no other.
But bahhhh, Minus the Bear has an album coming out so this is a good way to hear them advertise it.
I don't know what I am going to do yet. Ugh!
Maybe I'll figure it out soon enough, I still need to scope out some people who'd like to join.

I made a 96 on my first psychology exam.
That and astronomy are my most strong subjects. I also am doing very well in music theory.
I'm taking like, 2 math courses which are insane, idk what I am in them. Then AP British literature is just really boring. out of all the english classes I could have taken, I chose that one.
But school is going well, I can't wait to graduate.
Although I do pretty soon, it feels weird, I don't feel old enough to be almost done with highschool.
I remember when my older sisters graduated high school and thinking, wow they are so old.
It's just so odd to me. Seventeen just feels so young.
I'm sleepy though, I must sleep.

hmmph, i don't know what i am supposed to feel or think of you right now. I'm so confused.