Monday, January 25, 2010

guilty cubicles

i'm tired.
it was a good day, a spa day to be exact with the best friend.
kristen is coming to see me soon and actually visit me HERE instead of me going there.
so looking forward to it.

i didn't do as much school work as i hoped i would today. i can just make up for it tomorrow.
before i go to savannah : )
ah yay! happiness.
(by the way, what is up with everyone dropping out of school and also doing the internet thing now? i don't understand. is it a new fad? ugh.)
the lights went out last night around 2 am, and the baby i am clung to a flashlight. unless i'm sleeping with someone else next to me, i have to have some sort of light in the room, even if its really small. because when i was younger, i was severely afraid of the dark. i thought that phase of my life was just stagnant memories.
and last night i had the worst rush of fear come over me, the internet shut off, my laptop died after two minutes, and the tv and all the lights had gone off.
i wasn't awake at 2 am, mind you.
but i was woken up by a scared pants. she was trying to get as close to me as possible because the weather and sudden change of power shut off & scared her.
so i grabbed a flashlight and tried reading, basically shivering.
it sucked because i had nobody to call.
i always feel better when i have someones voice to feel comforted by, but i couldn't think of anyone that would seem right.
so i kept reading and holding my flashlight until i read myself to sleep. then, the next morning the power was completely fixed, and i felt so silly for feeling scared. i'm almost 18, i need to get over stupid things like that.
tonight derek and i oovoo'd out of boredom i guess.
his mom flipped out on me for no reason after reading one of our MSN conversations and i have no idea why because there was nothing bad in it, and she was all, it's in your best interest to stay away from derek" and i was just thinking, what? i barely even see him anymore.
but all that mess with his mom is over with when he explained it to me later on oovoo.
then, he stripped.



haha, except that was just a joke.
but i thought this picture was funny anyways, o la la.


bye!

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