But all I ever really wanted was a little peice of you.

My birthday is in 4 days :)
I'm pretty excited because its my sweet 16. It seems like everyone's leaving town or something though :(
but it's okay, i'm sure it will be a great birthday.
So tonight I went out to eat with my dad @ outback. & i realized how different it was from when I was a little girl. I never tried to see if I knew anyone around me, or anything like that. That was never a care in my mind. Things are just really different now. & also, I'm really considering moving in with my dad, because I kind of want to live in Hilton Head. It seems like all that I do in Beaufort now is stay at home & work. My friends there are always busy now or can never do anything. I dont know why, I just felt like more people cared enough to hang out with me here.
& i'm not the person to just sit at home, I love being out and with people. I love meeting new people especially. its just always so exciting when i come to hilton head, it actually feels like people care about me. The beginning of summer, i was in beaufort most of the time, and i was really close to my friends and we'd do things every day. but like the last week i haven't heard from them. i guess that can be a lot of different things though, all i know is im tired of everything there and i just kind of want to get out i guess.
& this is going to sound utterly and completely selfish and i swear i've never said anything like this before, but i really can't wait until things go my way for once. how i want them. not hearing people say "dont get your hopes up". because i do and i get hurt, no matter what the situation is.
hopefully tomorrow will be an amazing day, who knowwwws!
maybe i'll find something amazing to do.
i don't feel good so i think i'm gonna go.
okayyyyy byeeeee!