Monday, May 31, 2010

I'm gonna leave you the first chance I get

Hi. I like this little Macbook a lot.
We are going to get along just wonderfully.

When it comes to guys, I get myself in a lose-lose situation.
There is the flirty stage, and that's fun for the couple days that it lasts. Then, I realize that they are actually really starting to like me, and I get turned off and just stop talking to them all in all.
But I would have kept liking them if they didn't act so attached, and made it seem like I had to chase them.
I don't like the ones who stay tied on my fingers, but the ones who keep slipping off.
It sounds really fucked up, and it is, because I really just want to be swepppppt off my feet.
bah.
I need to get out of that mindset where romance is a game, so I can really be happy with someone I can stand still with.
Maybe it's time I let that one nice boy win.
thankfully- I'm finally opening up.
so let the sweeping begin.

I've got to get ready, Tony and Cameron are coming over. I'm going to take them around the island, I think they want to go to Harbor Town so maybe I'll take them there.
Have a good day, I heart (some of) you!

xoxo

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