waste it on

i'm home home home home home.
only for a week however, then off to the Caribbeans.
words can't express how excited i am for this, i've been counting down the days.
i'll meet so many new people (not like i'll stay in contact with anyone ha) and explore so many different places!
i never vacation to far places, it's just too overwhelming.

my sisters house this weekend was loads of fun as well.
except, i feel kind of bad for saying this, but when my mom & my niece paid a surprise visit to us on saturday, i was kind of bummed.
my sister always lets me drink wine with her and talk about things we wouldn't talk about around my mom, or the 5 year old.
and it turned into this g-rated stay instead of what i was planning on.
saturday night we all sat down to watch a movie and natalie and i had a couple great ones picked out when my mother chimed in "no girls, nevaeh can't watch that. how about....where the wild things are!"

oh. my. god.
no.
thankfully, i got us out of watching that one.
to me, where the wild things are is one of those movies where it's great and all when you see it, but not worth really seeing again.
it's weird because everyone was so gung ho on it. even after they saw it.

so, we ended up seeing the fucking blindside.
who fell asleep after 10 minutes?
melanie did.

i woke up to everyone sobbing, i kind of just rolled my eyes at them and turned around to continue sleeping, ha.

then, today my mom had us take stupid pictures through a cell phone. they turned out terrible, the quality sucked and i was wearing this stupid brown shirt/dress thing and it was so early!
but i uploaded a couple of them anyways just because i was smiling without my braces and everything.
i'm slowly starting to learn how to smile, it was so confusing at first. but it's getting easier.

as for outside of the getaway world,
everything is just stupid. really. fucking. stupid. aka, PEOPLE.
i can't wait to go to cofc.
graduation is only soon after everyone elses though, i hate how confusing my school system is!
it sucks, i just want to leave.
i also cant wait to really start studying psychology. and experience living without parents. it will be a fun time.


anyways, whatever, i don't need anyone.
because i'm going to have a kick ass time in one week.
and... i just don't care anymore!

now, i'm going to pay a visit to some pals.

goodbye