so go and riddle me over.

joy.

today was the longest of days.
i've been bitter, i've been tired, and all these terrible feelings.
and it wasn't until 3 or 4ish that I knew why.
this sucks.

because,
i even turned down movie night with bridget. i feel like a complete monster right now!
but, later davis and i went to la hacienda.
i realized that guy everyone talks about 'yates' was sitting two booths behind us.
davis knew who he was right away just because of his distinct voice. God! I had to hear this kid blabber about politics for an hour using really cheesy words with great annoyance.
and then i was trying to look over to see what he looked like, almost peeking behind my booth, and stumbled out like the idiot i am.
ha, it was quite humorous.

although this day has basically been, awful, my night was pretty good.
i got to video chat too, i have always loved that


at work, i saw a man who strangely resembled steve martin (i guess it's not hard to do if you have the right hair and nose), and i made a note to never tell someone they looked like steve martin again.

it's frustrating when people have tried to get with you in the past, then say awful things about you afterwards, and then get persistent about getting with you again.
it's not going to happen.
sorry.
i may be available but i am also very, very selective. too selective, i may add.
this may or may not be a problem. i'm not sure anymore.

it makes me a little sad when i see people slowly start to change. i favor people the most when they are different from everyone else and feel no need to conform to the lifestyles around them.
this is to no one in particular- it's honestly about a couple people i can name on the top of my head right now.

my most listened to song right now is riddle in londontown by state radio.
it's from their older album us against the crown, but i forgot how absolutely beautiful it is. i wish i could remember if they played it when i saw them live or not.
can't remember for the life of me.

i really really hope this is a good month. and march. and april.
i said in my last blog that it was going to be, but i honestly never really know.
i make all these plans, but will i do them?
i want to. i have to.
seeing as my dad will be out of the....country the majority of the month, it's a good possibility.

bah. it's 12:57. meaning it's a whole new day and i can leave yesterday behind me.
when i wake up, i can only hope the day is nothing but beautiful.